Moments in time

Hope you never understand, what is the feeling living without you

What strange feeling, house is bright but seems been dark forever.

My room smells your perfume and my hands still begging for your hair

I hope you never see, never see the tears I dropped for you when you have gone

Since you have gone, nothing worth to play, nothing worth to love, the world once I knew which was full of love, now it is dark, and full of lonliness.

I swear to my love, I make the magic to stope the time

I swear by my life, to make everything happend in our lovely life

what a strange feeling, to be lonely again, to be here without you.

without your warm breath and your lovely hands

I hope I could see you once again,

I hope I could feel your breath again

up against my face

and put my hand on your red and shiny hair

and whisper in your ears

Oh baby, babe...

I am awake to protect

I am awake to be your man only

then kiss your hair, then let you lay

in my arms

as you did always

always always always

you were just sleeping in my arms only and

never wanted to leave

I remember everyday, when my work was done, I used to run to see your lovely eyes.

I remember everyday, when the sun was gone, I used to sit and listen to your lovely heart

I used to kiss the trace of your hairs, I used to touch your warm and lovely head

I used to whisper all those lovely words, all those secret thoughts

and make you laugh as there is no pain, as there is no future...

I remember we used to sit next to the scene, I found for you
we used to sit and just wonder how beautiful that scene is...

then you used to tell me, It is un believable

you know babe, you know what is my word for you...
that scene is believable because it was there before and it is there now

but our love is unbelievable truth, we had it but never believed it and now in front of this beautiful scene, we bound our hearts together and we made it forever.

Angel and Gambler

He was walking, put his hand in his pocket,
hit the Casino, take out the cars, they were all red,
they were all hearts, he draw the king, she showed the queen
he lost his king to the beauty of her queen...

He draw another one, this one was the one
The Ace of heart for the Queen of heart,
when he took the queen, The ace of heart was pounding beside
the queen

here is the jackpot, Queen, King and Ace of Heart,
yes there was only one heart...

Angel came down beside him
put her hand on her shoulder

Just said, dont think twice, when you have the Ace of heart
when you have the King of heart, loose all of them for her smile
just for a blink an eye, give her the joy of life
The moment she never forgets you..
She always remember, you bet on
you bet on her heart and lost all of your cards

Just to see her happy, just to make her smile...

Gambler, put the hand down Ace and King of Heart after the Queen of heart
he lost what he had but he is happy,
he got the Queen of Heart

Few words for you

I dont have anything left,

Other than my hand and yours,
your eyes and mine
your heart and mine

I dont have any fear left,

when your heart beat next to mine
when your laughter nibble in my ears
when your eyes shinning next to mine

I dont have any sadness anymore,

When you are next to me
when your smile shine at me
when your hands hold my hand

I dont want to go anywhere else
when you lay beside me
when you talk to me
when you have me

Life is too short to waste and long to love
I am happy I found you my eternal love...

You and I, Dream of lifetime

last night you stole
me in my dreams,

took me from this cold
old old fear

we pass through the town
we pass through the sea
just we were dancing in this cold breeze

you were near my chest, I was close to your breath
I was holding your hand, you were holding mine
there was nothing there, with meaning of the time

we were there for us, we were there for love
we were there for passion, we were there for nights

then suddenly we stopped
right before the lake
beneath stary sky
on the rocks of lake

I sat on the rock just next to you
you lay down there with your closed eyes

I could see your
lovely breath, I could see your wonderful smile

Oh baby, you know, when you breath next to my ears
Fear will be gone, Time will stop
we become the one

I could trace your hairs with my shy fingers
I could feel your love, I could see your
joyful tears

I was so lost in your beauty and peace
you were just wondered when will I give you the kiss

Green eyes

Love has come
with all its tears
with all its fears

I am here
with all my doubts
with all my desires

I need you to come
Wtih your support, not with your fears
Wth your laughters, not with your tears

But when you come
leave them behind
your mothers doubt
your dark past life
your friends suggestion
your life's regressions

Just you come and know that
I ll be here till the sunrise
to be your holder
in these dark hours

Dont be sad
Dont be mad
without hate
without lies

with all holes I have
in my lonely heart

I want to fill you there
when the moment comes

Come baby come

My tiered eyes
can not cry
for my cold lonely night

come here and lay
say the midnight pray

I dont want to talk
bur my lonely heart
want to see your green eyes
through my tiered eyes...

Love, Sunrise and Angel of Light

Sky is beautiful
mountains are nice

gazing at the star
or the northern lights

when I talked with you
for my first time

I dont know what happend, my dear lovely one
suddenly sky become bluer
mountain becomes taller

stars become shinnier
northern starts dancing

have you had a feeling
time is stand still

you are looking at the clock
but nothing is there to click

you are that person
the person who stopps the tim

the one who shared her feelings
who gave me the sky

with you I am an eagle, I am a hawk
I can fly, fly high and high

no place for fear, no place for hide
only love and love
thats the meaning of your smile

give me your hand my friend
let me do the magic
just close your eyes and follow my lead

I am telling you now, once and for all
you are my only, my only love...

morning of love, sunrise and angel of light

As the sun rise in the morning
her smiles give me the joy of my life

I looked at her silently and quiet as
she sees dreams and sleeping

what could be more beautiful than her
my beautiful angel, my pretty one

she is smiling while she is dreaming
cross my fingers over her hair
kiss her lips when she is there

what could be more beautiful than her
my beautiful angel, my pretty one

she is there with me, in my bed
I can feel her breathing, I can smell her skin

what could be better than her
what could be better than her

as birds are singing as stars are shinning
my love is sleeping with the dreams of my kisses

what could be better than her
what could be better than her

Sun gives life to the ground
Flower brings joy to the ground

she brought life and joy to my life

what could be better than her
what could be better than her

As dreams leave and she opens her eyes
I vow to myself, to protect her
untill my every breath, untill my last day

what could be better than her
what could be better than her

Sunrise and Angel of light

I was looking over the horizon, waiting for her to shine
When I was sipping on my glass of wine

Music is playing and you were there
Right over there, in Horizon, looking through your green eyes

I and I and I, you and you and you
the world is nothing, if we never become 2.

wind is blowing, roses are glowing
your touch, my sights

your hands and my words
make the magic, make the love

You are my angel, I am your sunrise

where no one stand, you were there
I can feel you, right over here

As the night goes by, as the cold will drop,
you were heating, heating my life
with your emotions and your love

I can not say like you because like is nothing
I can not say love you because love is boring

The only thing, I say
The only thing, I want
it would be you, you you you

I want your happiness, I want you shine, shine on my life for eternity
my dear angel, my dear love even I never saw you...
I am in your love

We never remember
people by their faces
nor by their clothes

but we do remember
what they did
what they do
what they say
what they feel

why do I love you, why do I need you, it is because of you
you you you

I dont think what to write, nor want to play,
Just thinking about you, will make it happend
my eternal sunrise, my lovely angel

1000 words, 1000 cries, wont be enough for what I feel
about you

I I I, you you you
the world is nothing, if we never become 2.

Address

I was sitting on a bridge over the river of life,
taking out my note pad and with my broken pencil was scratching on white body of it.

A Bridge over the life,
Connecting my old town to my new town
Had few minutes to sit over it and enjoy my moments
just by looking at the flow of the river...

a warm hand touched my shoulder
I turned my head
that was her
my beautiful angel
could see her heart
with my teary eyes.

She asked me
where do you want to go?
Why you are sitting here?

I told her:

My friend's house
I am looking for his address
trying to write it down
but do not remember it

She put her hands on my face,wipped my tears
and told me:

I know her address but you should find it by yourself,
no one can take you there...

First you should stand, turn your back on your old town, and go ahead to your new town,

you should pass through the forgiveness street, do not look on your left and on your right and just go straight

in the end of the street there is an old man, he is sitting with his photos and he is just happy to be there.

Pass him even, on your right there is a square of Aim, go toward it, draw it in your notes and go ahead

few steps ahead a kid sleeps with her butterflies, walk slow without waking her up

after the kid, a young man is sitting on the bench, with all his sadness, he is smoking his past and wasting his moments

just pass him...

on the intersection of trust and respect, there is flower shop of Love, get the rose from there and go ahead...

Pass the churchs and mosques after all these roads on the corner of that town there is a simple house with green bricks and red chimny,knock on the door

give her the rose and just give her your feelings,
she is waiting for you there...

I stood again, put my notepad in my backpack and follow the address of the angel...

Simple life

life is simple,
a piece of bread to eat
a glass of wine to drink
and have someone to share your feelings with...

love without expectation and forgive without regression...

trust your doubts and never rely on your certainty because you learn more from your doubts rather than your certainties,
let your brain do the math, but never judge the result, result is just a result 2 +2 = 4, 4 is not good nor bad, it is just 4, either is good for you or not...

when the result is precise, let your heart do the feelings, let her tell you what it feels about it, if 4 is good it will satisfy your heart.

The key to happiness is to do what is good for you, not do what is good for the rest of people. if something is good for you, it is good for society as well...

Good simply means true goodness, something which let your soul and your body grow and let you evolve

Work for sake of work, not for money, try to feel the feeling of your job, if you do that you will make love with your own creation and if you do so, you will enjoy it and will grow...

Let your thoughts flow in your mind, never trust your thoughts even your thoughts can deceive you.

Never have any excuse to do something which is not good for you, no matter where you are and what to do and how much mistake you have in your life, your life is yours and it worth to try...

Never Ever Quite, the night is dark just before the dawn...

life worth to fight for Anger is like a fire, it is a good slave and a very mean master, it is part of your feelings accept him, control him and direct him in your own direction....

The way to overcome your sadness, is just accept her, let sadness be in your heart for a while, cry with her, grief with her and when time is come, she will leave your heart...

we never see our birth and we will never see our death, so deal with them when they come to your life.

As I said before
Life is simple
Piece of Bread to eat
Glass of wine to drink
and someone to share your feelings with...

Nothing to loose

Sitting beside the window and watching the horizon, where sky hit the ground....
the line of joy and peace where there is no sky and no ground.... there is nothing there just as to be....
closer than what laid in horizon is the lake, which was here before me, it is here with me and after I die, it will remain here forever...
and on the lake are the house boats, where the most peaceful people on earth are living...
they have parties all night with their friends, they lay on their chairs and share the fish they catch every single day....

before the lake is the rocky ground of here, rocks and stones where they were here before me and they will be here forever... like life which never ends with my death and never starts with my birth... it is there, it is eternal...

and every single day I sit in this balcony with my own thoughts and write a few lines about how I feel today, not with regression of past and expectation of future, try to accept the day as the only valueable asset I have.

I agree to not get older than the age, I decided to live in, not the number which every single year the government, Corproholics decided to count for me...
yes I want to live in 30 and die in 30, so I want to stay 30 forever, because this is the age, I am at peace with myself...

I learned how to love myself, how to appriciate my achievements and how to be in tune with universe, and more important how to forgive myself, never blame myself for my mistakes, but always learn from them and grow with them...

Now, sitting on my chair at peace with universe and enjoying the eternal view of nature and sharing a cup of tea with me and my thoughts, I am sharing this moment now with me and myself and tomorrow with someone who deserves to sit here and see...

why I believe I have nothing to loose