Wings of Butterfly

And love is like wings of butterfly
touch your life and vanish if you try to hold it in your hands

as yours can play with feeling of it and want to hold it forever
but butterfly never stays in one spot

I ran after the butterfly, ran over the roses
the thornes of roses, hurt me, filled my eyes with tears but still
my sad eyes are looking for the butterfly

So I stood and run as fast as I could to feel the wings of butterfly on my eyes...

As sun was shinning on my back and kept me warm and accompany me for my path...

The Path for only truth... Maybe my life never gone better with wings of butterfly
but with butterfly

Life would look like a dream
A dream which every second of it would worth the world
A dream where time will loose its meaning...

A dream where everything would worth nothing in front of the wings of butterfly...

The rainbow of its color will reflect the world to your eyes...
and colors will color every problems in your life....

Life has its storm, but when I have my butterfly in my hand...
nothing is not my concern, because protecting my butterfly is my only concern

Life in slow pace of time...

I never say, You were the first
I never say, you would be the last
I just know, as long as you are here, I would only love you

I never say I will stay so long
as death break us a part

But I would say, I will breath in your breath
I would see in your eyes
and as long as you smile, I can act like a crazy child...

I never say, Life is short
I never say end is near
as long as you are here
who has any fear...

I never say I wont get annoyed
I never say I never get angry

But I would say no matter what mood I get, I would be in love with you even in that

I never say, I would get married with you
I never say, I would be loyal to you

But I would say, my life has no meaning if you are not there and my cold bed only can be warm with your heart beat in the darkest nights....

As I know, since you have gone, my dreams left me alone
and my cats still can feel that fear in me.

I feel so tired, I feel so restless, I feel since you have gone
everything lost its soul and its beauty, maybe all of them were pretty because of your smile and your presence...

I became a machine looking for his soul, try to return to his origin and be human one more time,
see the love in painting and music, see the soul in all lonely hearts...

when you were here, everything was beautiful and everything was achievable, but since you are gone, I lost my wings to fly and my heart to feel, I feel something is missing and everything lost its shininess...

The only dream I have, the only wish I want...
it would be Wish you were here to be shoulder for my tears

When life is goes by

walk through the ashes of what I achieved
sometimes with a smile, sometimes with grief

Listen to my music and dance with it
I dont care who said it's wrong, I go with it

When legal is norm and norm is legal
when laughing loud is not moral
when dancing under sunshine is a crime
when loving people is just a matter of time

I shout your name, with my teary eyes
Why papers keep us apart
why people keep us apart

I remember once
someone said, I am yours
because I care
because I like

but my sweet heart
My mom cares for me
Like is on facebook

If I want to be, I want to be with you
I have to feel, the sparkle of magic
the freezing of time

and I should worship in wave of your hair
and always forgive you with glimpse of your smile

No matter how far I go
No matter how fast I run
No matter how many times
I got burn by fire of love
I believe in love
I believe in love

So with all my tears and all my fears
I want to try just one more time
to be somewhere with my only one
where time stands still
where life is passing by

Just sit and stare
in her tired eyes....

My days without Love...

Getting up in the morning
comb my wavy hair and look into mirror
I feel I want to fly and ask from the man in the mirror
Is your world taste like mine...

Historical movies for sake of entertainment
Love story with expectation
God for charity
and Friends for bottle of Bear...

I wear my shirt and jeans, my usual style
turn on my car and walk down stairs
thinking about my boss, thinking about my bills
thinking about rent
thinking about future
thinking about routin, brutal future...

Future was just like yesterday
Driving my car and wearing my sunglasses
despite of fact, I call myself sunrise but always hate to see her rays in my eyes...

thinking behind my wheel as I am drifting behind the truck
which said you think your job sucks...

thinking about my childhood,
my childhood dreams
my blanket would make me superman
without need of anything else

and my games with my friend, had no winner
we would laugh together and cry together,
no one would cry alone

but as we grow, as we get mature
we start to think alone
grow alone
think about
climbing alone
without knowing that

winner will stand alone...

As I reach the office, I see my boss
he pick on me as he wearing his sunglasses
first one look at watch then at my face
his responde to my greeting depends on that watch...

If it shows few minutes after 8, he will be upset
If it is few minutes before, he will be happy...

as I crawl behind my desk and start my marathon
the meaning of my day will get completed...

I am making this much of profit and cause this much of loss...
The value of my life, the love which my parents they spend to make me will be counted
on the desk of office manager and as usual as a good citizen, I pay my tax
I pay for my pension, the retirement which maybe one day comes...

As day passes, my work will get completed, my childhood dreams will fade away and my boss in more happy...

Cause I was useful to his organization, who cares about my childhood dreams, this is all about true love
It is all about green love but unfortunately this green love has less value tomorrow
or maybe less value now...

and dream of superman never has value, although never lost its initial value...

As my day gets over, I write my time sheet, pass the door of my boss, say couple of fake sentences
see in his eyes, he wants me to leave cause standing me over there does not have any more dollar value so I run through the door, to my car to go home and feel sad because today I did not do anything to become superman... I just finished my weekday...

this is how are days fly by....

Once Upon a Time

Once upon a time,
there was a king with his kingdom
did all he could to win a heart
but what he gets was the ashes of love...

He asks the love,
may you give me your hand to be my queen
love said you dont have nothing to be my kind
without knowing the king,
gave all up for the beauty of the queen...

she said
love is nothing
not enough to make me smile
not enough to make live
in my heart beat
with you...

Is and Is and Is
Yous and Yous and Yous

they became normal in her different view...

words became meaningless
love became nothing

she left the king
with broken heart and sin

King had promised
to never love again
he looked at his crown
and ask himself again

what I did was for love
not your pretty eyes
not your soft skin
nor for your pretty smile

what I did was for my true queen
who loves her king even without his ring

King raised his sword again
to make things right
not for the queen
but for his broken heart...

with all happend to him, still king whisper
Long live the Queen...